One more week and it's over, O's will finally be over. A major exam that we have been preparing for 4 years, finally marks an end this coming friday. Truthfully, I'm happy but on the contrary, really really scared. I don't have confidence in my results, not at all. Everyone's saying that they will throw all their notes and textbooks, some have already done that. However, as much as I want to, I know I can't. Not like i'm cursing myself or anything, but life is full of surprises right? We have to be prepared for anything, think of the worst-case senario. I really have no clue but I'll still keep my notes and books, just incase.

Of course, everyone's looking forward to their long 4 months holiday after their last paper which is just a MCQ paper. Everyone would be enjoying their holidays to the fullest - playing and shopping, working to get extra cash. Now, this is yet another problem. I don't have a plan to what I'll do during this long vaccation. I'm lazy to get a job, really really lazy. On the other hand, I'll get extremely bored if I'll just stay at home for 4 months watching anime and playing the PS3. (WHICH IS REALLY STUPID FOR A 4 MONTHS HOLIDAY). Then, I don't have that much money to go out with friends (like anyone will ask me out...) to watch movie or shopping or whatever. Sigh, DILEMMA.

Next, gng out with friends. I realised that I don't have clothes. Really, a typical stay home kid with a handful choices of clothes. YOU KNOW HOW SUCKY IS THAT? Well, I really really think I should get a job, start earning cash then get myself some clothes! (Ah, my fashion sense sucks ttm too, troublesome...) &there's this feeling inside me that I can't go out with friends, for i'm really boring. I don't say jokes, I can't really 'blend in'. You know, like I'll just laugh along with their jokes (For your information, they do have funny jokes!) I JUST CAN'T GET A TOPIC THAT LASTS LIKE HOW FRIENDS SHOULD WITHOUT ANY PROBLEMS. Please, someone talk to me...

Alright, sorry for the long blog post!

Despondent.